Trust me tat everyting i told u is the truth

i really hope my past dont affect u

although i knw it already did

and i dun like it tt way

cuz i know u are not happy about it 

and theres like nth much i can do

i really just wan u to be happy

i knw u are facing problems with mama 

tts y i dun wan to add on to ur burden and make u even sadder than now

every time i see u, u try to put on a smile

bt that smile is the one tt i wan to see the most

i really wish to see u smile from the bottom of ur heart

it really pain to see u like this

in my heart u are the only one that matters

and the only one i love

i love u joanne tan shi hui

I just simply love her <3

Its really taxing on the heart whenever such things happen
Its even worst when i don’t knw what i cn do to help the situation
Yes baby, you may feel tt I don’t understand u sometimes or all the time
I know I failed in tt aspect
U may also feel tt I always angry for nth
Tts y u don’t bother with me whenever I angry
Bt I hv nv angry with u for nth..actually its nt so much of angry
Its more of tong xin..I can’t bear to see u harm ur health liddat..
Bt becuz I love u..I hv no choice bt to let u hv it ur way
All I could do was just to pray silently tt u will stop one day
I knw u’re stress and all..bt seriously..do doing tt help u relieve it?
Our 3mthsary was just ytd..and this happen today…
I was really happy when we ate the dinner tgt..the smile u had on u made me feel everyting was worth it
I was also very happy to see in ur blog that u say I was the last thing u wanna lost in, I was touched and u’re also the last thing I wanna lose
I tried to make the effort to pick u off work everyday even thou I am tired someday
Hoping tt it will make u happy
I do tt knowing tt u will tink I don’t love u anymore if I nv go pick u off frm work some other day thou its nt the case
Bt I just wan u to be happy…I couldn’t care much abt the future as long as u are happy nw..
I knw I may nt be tt gd of a bf but do u knw how much impact it had on me when u said this was a fucked up r/s and tt u aint goin to put in anymore effort in this r/s
It felt like I was being pierce..
Whenever u throw temper..I tried to give in and pacify you..even when I am angry I oso do e same
What else can I do? So that u don’t give up on our r/s so easily

Its really taxing on the heart whenever such things happen
Its even worst when u don’t knw what u cn do to help the situation
Yes, you may feel tt I don’t understand u sometimes or all the time
I know I failed in tt aspect
U may also feel tt I always angry for nth
Tts y u don’t bother with me whenever I angry
Bt I hv nv angry with u for nth..actually its nt so much of angry
Its more of tong xin..I can’t bear to see u harm ur health liddat..
Bt becuz I love u..I hv no choice bt to let u hv it ur way
All I could do was just to pray silently tt u will stop one day
I knw u’re stress and all..bt seriously..do doing tt help u relieve it?
Our 3mthsary was just ytd..and this happen today…
I tried to make the effort to pick u off work everyday even thou I am tired someday
Hoping tt it will make u happy
I do tt knowing tt u will tink I don’t love u anymore if I nv go pick u off frm work some other day thou its nt the case
Bt I just wan u to be happy…I couldn’t care much abt the future as long as u are happy nw..
I knw I may nt be tt gd of a bf but do u knw how much impact it had on me when u said this was a fucked up r/s and tt u aint goin to put in anymore effort in this r/s
It felt like I was being pierce..
Whenever u throw temper..I tried to give in and pacify you..even when I am angry I oso do e same
What else can I do? So that u don’t give up on our r/s so easily

Whenever baby’s not happy..i just dun feel good

I’m trying my best to make her happy

although i scold u sometimes..its really for ur own good

but you know it also hurts me to scold u?

i know u also trying ur best nt to make me angry

i knw u are stressed by family issue and me

but it pains to see u do that thing

its ur health and it matters to me

tts y whenever u do that i try to look away

its sort of make me feel better

baby..i love you <3